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Thursday, February 24, 2005
*sigh*
Mood:
 quizzical
Not much new here...Put an ad back into the personals online *sigh* I do enjoy meeting new people and have had a lot of fun doing the online dating, but like I mentioned before, damn tired of dating period.
Not to mention 90% of the guys that answer my ad, I wouldnt touch with a 10 foot pole. But the other 10% have potential...we shall see.
I guess I dont have much to say today, just wanted to check in. On to my first 'single' weekend without my kids! (cleaning and shopping, wooo hooo) *sigh*
Sunday, February 20, 2005
my dating life as we know it (non existent)
Mood:
 not sure
Wow...another month almost over! I have to say this year is not going well. Nothing tragic, but just crappy.
I broke up with Shay (named changed to protect the idiot) That was a disaster almost from the go. Our first month really was great, but then his other personality came out and I also got to see that he has a major drinking problem. By that point, though, I had already fallen pretty hard for him. I took me awhile to finally end it for good, partly because every damn time I tried he used his great skill of talking me out of it. Once he talked for 2 hours before I finally said, FINE OK, I'll stay just SHUT UP! But its done and over with now. At this point I am just glad to be done with the arguing and drama.
That brings me back to the single life *sigh*. I hate dating. I hate first dates, I hate second dates and I hate telling someone you aren't interested. Its all such a game and being 30 and divorced, I am tired of it. Does anyone know where I can get a mail order husband???
I do have one man that I would give just about anything to be with. He lives a few hours from me though. We actually 'met' playing a game online. We kept talking, that led to phone and we are great friends now. We can talk about anything and he was there thru that whole Shay fiasco. We both want to be together, but neither of us are sure we could do the long distance thing. We havent met in person yet (we've been friends now for almost 9 months) We were supposed to meet last weekend, but as my luck (and this year) would have it, I came down with a horrible flu on Friday and by Saturday I was all but dead. So now we dont have another date to meet yet. I only have every other weekend free and next weekend he has plans with some friends. So maybe 2 weeks from there? Keep you posted...
Sunday, February 6, 2005
So here I am...
Mood:
 sad
Love looking at blogs, the idea of it is intriguing to me. I love to write and to keep journals, although I never stick to one for long. I thought this might be fun and maybe even provide another human out there with some entertainment for a moment or two of their lives... Who knows? I have so much to say and do and do and say, but not sure how it all works. Not sure when my time will come or IF it will ever come...
I am currently the single mother of two children, working full time and going to school part time to get my nursing degree. I have years left of school, which is frustrating, but I know I will be so happy in the end. Nursing is my calling and I can't wait to get started!!
I am not the best mom in the world, although I love my kids, I had my daughter to young and I struggle with growing up myself while trying to guide her in the right direction. If I only knew then what I know now ; ) Right? She keeps me on my toes though, always makes sure I know that she is the boss (or at least she thinks she is, lol)
I should go for now, but if you are reading, enjoy...come back...take care!
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